the thing is, i would definitely go all the way with this one guy mostly out of boredom if it wasn’t for the fact that i’m 90% sure that it’ll get around that we slept together because he likes to talk and brag a little to his guy friends so i wouldn’t mind it if it wasn’t for that small detail because the last thing i need is it getting around that I actually full on just hooked up with a guy. last thing i need when i’m trying to be the girl boys want to take on dates, not fuck. trying not to be moral here but also trying to save my reputation. you ever get stuck in this situation too?
My wants are simple: a job that I like and a guy whom I love.
I just wish I had what my beautiful roommate has. Not to suggest that she doesn’t deserve it because she 100% deserves a great guy who will take her places and talk with till 3 am. But you know, sometimes I feel like I deserve that too but lately I’m starting to feel like I don’t.